Dang You, Celtics!!

Boston Celtics Vs. Miami Heat goes down right now.  I think back to the last game I saw with these teams...Tuesday, April 10th.  I was so tired.  After a day of travel, all I wanted was to see you and to see the game in which our teams were battling for bragging rights.  You won.  Ugh....losing is hard for me to live with.  


Right now I think back to that game with a smile. I look at the empty space you should be filling on my couch for this game and I look at the score wondering if you're watching it thinking of me.  Probably not but your team is losing.  


I stare at this screen wondering what I should disclose to the public.  My day was full of emotional turbulence.  I just wanted to be left alone.  I finally made it through to day and found a small bit of peace and quiet only to have my heart lead back to you. It always does that! I come home and keep myself busy again only to think of you...nonstop.  My heart begins to sadden and I send up a prayer.  I never pray.  

"Heavenly Father, I pray for W-. Keep him safe in his work tonight. Bring him happiness 

and wisdom to make choices 

that bring about your will, Father. 

Please, Lord, help me love others despite any hurt they inflict upon me.  Let these feelings of 

sadness and embarrassment leave soon, Lord. 

Help me forgive and make my heart open 

should W- ever decide to love me back. In Jesus name I pray, Amen"

Oh, and uh....it's halftime....Celtics still losing :)