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Too much time has passed since I used blogging as an outlet. So much as happened. For the most part, I look at my blog and am reminded so much of Will (love killed by drunk driver).
I recently memorialized his 1 year post passing date. I can honestly say I have never been through anything so hard. I have never truly ached for a person, grieved over death, felt so weak....I have never loved a man like that. I'm not totally sure I can again; however, I'm trying.
I do have a boyfriend. He's kind of a goober. Pro's: hard working, loves me for me, is patient, is kind, financially stable. Con's: he doesn't challenge me mentally or emotionally.
I'm not sure if he's the one. I do know that I love him...in love?? Different story. He's heading towards being my best friend but that takes time and it's taking a lot more energy of me teaching him what I need than he's having to put into me, in my opinion.
What to think??
