Ya ever have one of those days where...the indifference in you is almost tangible?? I'm absolutely in travel assignment hell. The goals I keep setting for myself are getting squished out because of surrounding circumstances leaving me with unfinished business. The morbidly psychotic diva I work for absolutely questioned every ounce of integrity I have as a speech therapist. HELLO!! I work with the geriatric population because I FUCKIN' LOVE OLD PEOPLE!!! Geezuzz Thankfully, I had already called those who mattered (those who actually pay me) so the shit hitting the fan today was a surprise to no one and that shit eating grin (which probably has happened since she eats foods handled by patient's hands) didn't make a dent in my day. Talking about a poster child for MORON. Besides that, the most amazing figure in my life, MOM, had a breakdown over not being able to fulfill her motherly duty of sending me a bday present d/t unfortunate circumstances. Her love language is giving gifts in objects or dinners, etc. She expresses herself in how thoughtful she is about her gifts even though she second guesses every single one she buys. The fact that she was so hurt over thinking I would be hurt for not getting a gift in the mail for my birthday was so sweet even though she was literally hysterical about it. This is a woman who probably just lost something in a lost gift that took her a week to work for $$ and it's not the money she's worried about...it's my feelings being hurt over being without a bday present...how can someone who was raised with a woman like that, with passion and love of humanity, be lazy/uneducated/unethical with work?? Mom, if you ever read this, I do love you with all of my being....I want to be like you and have the capacity to love the way that you do; without boundaries. Don't worry about that gift.
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