Been thinking a lot about the simple pursuit of happiness. Wouldn't it be a pretty good idea to establish what that happiness should look like before chasing it? Lately, the unsettled nature of my life has been disheartening. These gypsy feet do grow weary. What do I for sure want? Marriage; yes. Kids; forever indifferent. Steady friends & family around; Yup! Couldn't I get that anywhere?? So why can't I pick any anywhere and stay there!!?? What is keeping me restless??!! To make things worse, I keep looking back lately on people who I pegged were phases who keep randomly popping into my head space. Get out of my head space and into my personal space!! HELLO!! Don't just text me on Christmas! After 3 weeks of silence, I'm not going to delude myself into thinking that Mr. Bad Timing would be thinking of me on Christmas. Come on...probably Mr. Amazing Personality was post dinner belly bulge and probably so bored out of mind that the cell came out and was simply scrolled through with mass texts sent. Well thank you so much, Mr. Highly Unlikely for messing with my psyche :)
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