Competition

Have you ever thought about how life is one giant competition?? And how it's ironic that those that succeed are either really attractive or really confident?? Tonight was spent subjected to a situation in which there were 6 males and 2 females including myself.  I was sitting with 6 attractive men all of which are incredibly successful and oh so thankful to have made some connections and learned some things but....on the same token, I was in this group sitting across from an international, highly attractive, almost bonafied industrial engineer who is not only absolutely beautiful but also carries herself incredibly sophisticated.  Here I am in my sports shirt and converse, hair pulled back like I was going jogging and self-conscious about the gut I have looking at this girl and almost wishing I was her.  ALMOST. I didn't.  


Hooray for personal growth here! I'm finally at a point where I'm going to simply enjoy my company.  I sat there and talked with every single person in that group playing the typical cat-and-mouse games.  1st statement to break ice, listen to what you say, ask some related question as if I'm really that interested in what you're talking about, listen attentively, contribute a thought and tangent.  Where did that get me?? 


New friends!! Ha Ha! I actually had the most interest and connection with the other girl :) Hello N-.  I will certainly go to a movie with you next weekend :) Dudes....you were cool but way to interested in discussing accidental altercations with your own balls.  LOL