As much as this shame spiral has been a blast to BS my way through, at some point, I have to put on my "big girl" panties and pick my ass up off the ground. I'm tired of numbing myself to the reality that I have put myself into. I want to be real with someone and I need someone to get real with me. Rock bottom actually came last night as I was drunk as ever half awake, half passed out in my bed when I inevitably decided to contact my past and my present at the same time only to receive utter dead end disappointment. Talking about a text disaster. Thankfully I was too smashed to get pissed off.
Wait...is that...SHINEDOWN!!! later peeps...off into musical bliss until sunrise
Wait...is that...SHINEDOWN!!! later peeps...off into musical bliss until sunrise
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